heys..
as some of you may know very well, my internship isn't exactly going all that well. just feeling pretty unmotivated and lousy most of the time.. it's like, i already know i'm not that good in this field, and i guess internship is just highlighting that fact even more. it's terrible to not be able to fulfill requirements and satisfy superiors. you get the feeling that these big words ' I SUCK' are stamped on your forehead.
much as i complain about my boss and work and all, perhaps the underlying issue is just that i'm totally not made for this industry. of which i already know. it just goes to confirm it.
my work's bad. welcome to the real world. where you realize that uni taught you nothing to help you survive, where you find that the design process doesn't matter and effort won't help you score. it's all about results. and must be damn good results at that.
at least it is so where i am.
or so it seems to me.
i miss you guys. all of you. the late nights staying up to complete work doesn't appeal as much anymore cause there ain't nobody to call out for a drink at 3am when you're all lonely and frust. and of course, there ain't so many people to call on for help in desperate situations. (thanks dawg. i owe you big time. and dennis for offering)
well. that's me from my little world, i.e. my bedroom which has a connecting toilet, so i like, do everything here.
visit me sometime? there's space in this shell for a few more people.
lots of love,
a rather depressed auds
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